YOHOHOHO~~

YoHO!!
it's finally finished..ermmm about two days ago..
sorry for the late blog...
the exam had finished..
and i felt free and wanna fly!!~~
You wouldn't know the pressure that a student was carrying..
it was that hard and tired and a burden..
Nvr mind..it's over now~
and it's time for a breakout!

Today, I gt some the paper's marks..
ermm..the feelings is between disappointed and some happy..
my geo and pj gt 62%..
haiz..=.=..it's really a bad bad results..
but i actually din put much afford in it..
so..the results is reasonable..
but i still hope to gt a higher mark..

the GOOD NEWS!!
 my BM gt 73%
and Science gt  78%!
I am so excited and happy..
For the BM..
and dont have much hope..i always think that a pass is enough for this subject..
and DONT LIKE this subject at all..
but i like in malaysia..i need this subject..
Oh, for the science..^.^
I am so happy and proud of myself..
i really put my whole heart in it..
i work so hard to memorize the science..
and I gt the excellent marks for my science!

I am so glad to have the marks..although there's some that make me down..
i hope other subject can also be good and gt an excellent result..
it's a courage for me..

YO, hope tomorrow and always can be nice and sunny..
and everyday is a miracle~

I'll do my best~

Yahhooo~~!!!

left three days to go~~~

the end of the exam is around the corner!!!!

kind of excited!

I have so many  things to do after this~

hope everything will be fine...

Today exam's SUCKS!!

not include the maths...the MORAl is S.T.U.P.I.D!!

what the hell is about the questions!!

it's IDIOT.

I've so many words to say about the questions..

Do you think a high marks of Moral will turn you to be a good one??

arrhhh! It's no use...

the Past is past..

all we have to do is to forget the bad but learn the good..

it's not a matter...

i'll try my best in the following exam..

i need to focus!!

But seriously...i'm really not that hardworking...

and seems to be like~ 

"Today i dont think like to do anything...woowoowoo..."

"I just wanna lay in my bed~"

huhhuh..that's not going to be 'I'll try my best."

it's just an excuse..

truly..i have millions of excuses..

GOsh..what the hell am i doing??

I have no idea~~

 O.o??

pressure begins~~

I had a bad day~~

not that bad...but still is...B..A..D..

arrhhh..the exam makes me crazy!!!

dont bother about the BM..

it's sure not that good..

I hope teacher have a good mood during she marks the exam paper..

oh please..ther's no need to get an A...but Pass is enough...

God please save me..

the worse..MATHEMATICS!!!

aww...just the two question....

why am i so blur and careless and stupid and blah blah blah...

everyone can made it but me.....

haiz...it's kind of bu4 gan1 xin1...

it's over now..i cant change anything..

I should do more better in the paper 2...

God please save me.....again...

the most big serious problem is...

my PRESSURE rises!!!

i know it would happen..

it's just the timing..

haiz..

it will be tough for the following days..

but i think it will end at the end of the exam...

God bless me..

Wish that i will get a 'not too good but better" result~~

“Recipe for success: Study while others are sleeping; work while others are loafing; prepare while others are playing; and dream while others are wishing.” ~ William A. Ward

add oil add oil!!!

I know i can do it!!!

FIGHTING!!

it's not a simple thing~

Do you really know who you are?
For me, No. i dont..

There's no one that actually know and understand me...
even myself can hardly understand myself..
my thought..my action..everything..
it is the hardest part for me...

Misunderstood by someone..
not being trusted..
betrayed...lies....secrets
many and many...
i hate stuff like that!..
(maybe is just my illusion, but i truly felt something)

I've been face the world with my heart..
but the world just gave me punch and wound and hurt..
it's pain..and sad..
i don't want anything..
i just want a true heart..
a heart that open to me and trusted me..
no secrets..

I know sometimes secrets is really kind of very private and personal..
but why can you told everyone else but not me??
it's a knife when you say "it's kind of private and personal..and it's none of your business!"
I know you don't believe in me...
but cant you just at least pretend that there's no secrets between you and me?..

maybe you just don't know my feelings.
I don't blame you..really..
(maybe i should blame myself as i made you feel like i cant be trusted..)
but i'm just disappointed..
Why dont you just talk to me??
Am I really that cannot be trusted??
I dont force you to tell me anything...or have any action...
I just hope you can just care about my feelings..
and please..dont let me know whatever secrets that you have with others...

Believe or not.
I am not that strong..
sometimes...i just have the willing to cry out...
and sometimes the tears is true..
but indeed..
I am not the kind of person that easily burst into tears..

Haha....
I think i am more suitable and pretty in smile~~ ^.^
don't think about this stuff again..
I just need to look forward..right?
there's nothing that can beat me down.
Again..the camera is ready!!!
SAY CHEEEESSSEEE!!!!!
^.^
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Okay...
That's all right..
I've feel better now..after speak out my feelings...
ermmm....
i know i've said somthing about writing this stuff is kind of stupid or idiot..
but this is the only way to speak out..
I'm so sorry...if i made you feeling uncomfortable...
please forgive me...
for what i've done that make one's sad...
Sorry~~~




Ps: pls dont mention this again ok??
      my god..arrhhhh..i am now kind of regret to post this post...~ =.=